I give up! Or should I say 'I give IN'?

Don't think it means how it sounds because it doesn't. What I mean is that sometimes God will remove all our resources like calling on a friend when you need them, or emailing someone asking for help, or trying to get help other ways when we are down, depressed, hurt, lonely, you name it. At times God will remove all of these resources of where you would normally turn so that they are not available and your ONLY resource is Him. I have battled multiple slaps from the enemy and have called upon (in various ways) family, online friends, and nearby friends only for them to be too busy to reply. I was angry and mad, hurt, and confused but it wasn't any one's fault. So what was I left to go to? GOD and He knew it. I sobbed my worries, angers and whatnot to Him which is what He wanted me to do all along. (Yes, I'm a sober.) When I did it, it was heartfelt and very necessary. So when I say 'I give up!', I don't mean I give up on life or God, but that I strive to surrender to Him instead of always seeking aid or comfort elsewhere. It's not as easy as it sounds. God's plans aren't done by accident and it's not coincidence either; it's always full of purpose!