Sick

It's been a few days since I've posted to my blog because I have been super busy, but for now I can't sleep so I thought 'What the heck....now is the time to journalize....' I can't sleep though it's after midnight because my throat is on fire (and I'm talkin' volcano lava fire), my ears are aching, my nose is moody (runny half the time and the other time stuffy and dry), and I have a fever of 102.4. I feel hot, cold, and achy at the same time and I just can't seem to get comfortable in any position! I've taken all the home remedies I can think of and right now I am sipping on some hot tea while I hear the most annoying sound of my husband next to me in bed sleeping peacefully. All I'd love to do more than anything is kick him over and watch as he falls off the bed to the other side and then pretend like I didn't know what happened 'Oh, sweetie, are you okay? You must have had a bad dream? Well since you're up would you mind turning the heat up and maybe you can keep me company a bit?' But since I love my husband so much I would never be able to bring myself to do such a thing. Darn it! Couldn't God give me permission just this once? Okay now I hear my 3 yr. old son whimpering from his bedroom. Any minute now he's going to toddle his way down the hall looking for mommy and wanting me to hold him.....God how do I comfort my 3 year old w/o getting all my germs all over him???? Quick, where's the Lysol?