Saturday

Welcome Home Amanda

Welcome Home Amanda!

My father just gave out word today that even though my younger half-sister wasn't expected to be home from Iraq until June of 2010, she will in fact be returning to the States this Tuesday, June 2nd. I think I already made an announcement about this on Memorial Day; about how she is serving in the Army, but what a great joy it will be to have her home after being in Iraq for what seems like for years and years; too long. My father and step-mother are planning a surprise 'Welcome Home' party for her at a nearby family park, close to their home. (My sister doesn't usually have time to read my blog being over in Iraq so I'm not worried about making this post.) My husband and I hope that our little family can make it; hopefully Jesse won't be asked to cover someone else's shift; which always comes with a mix of emotions (we could always use the overtime money, but sometimes the timing just couldn't be worse.). Either way, if we can or can't make it to the 'Welcome Home Party', we are very proud of you Amanda and happy you will soon be home; safe and sound! Love you girl! Sarah

Thursday

Does anybody know of a reputable Christian Pregancy Crisis Center in the Houston Area?

As many of you know my niece, Hope, recently announced that she was pregnant; and not just barely but at least 6 months along. We are the type of family that stick through the high's and low's of life; just accepting life as it is thrown our way. We are not placing judgement but instead are accepting the fact that this is just how things are right now and we embrace the happy side that comes with this; God's blessing with the miracle of new life. So anyway, my niece's mother already filled out the paperwork for Medicaid but they are taking forever verifying all of the information so that my niece can at least get a simply ultrasound taken on her babies health in her womb. My niece is a twin herself, as this is what her mother gave birth to years ago, a set of beautiful healthy girl twins, one is Hope (our now pregnant niece) and her twin sister is Faith. Since Medicaid is taking such a long time to verify all the information I was doing a 'Google' search for 'Christian Pregnancy Crisis Center' in our local area. I did find a few and have left a message for my Sister in Law to call me regarding what I've found. But I'd like to have a few more options than just the 3 I currently have. Of course I am willing to take turns in driving my niece to her appointments; in necessary all of them as my schedule is the most open one in the family. With me just raising 2 kids as a SAHM (Stay at Home Mother) this wouldn't really put me out too much, and even if it did, well it's simply worth making sure my niece has the kind of prenatal care that every expecting mom should have. So my ultimate question; if you live near the Houston/Clear Lake/Friendswood, Texas area and know of a respectable place that helps out with free or low cost ultrasounds to monitor this teen mom's babies, and also of any places you may be familiar with that offers other type of service which help in providing parenting classes and ways to earn or be eligable for free products like a crib, infant car seat, and what not just to get her started, if you know what I mean. If you do know of some places please let me know here by comment or through the 'Contact Us' tab above and we would so very much appreciate your assitance. Even if you aren't aware of my local area but know of a national pregnancy center that helps young mothers out, this would be great as well because they would probably give us leads to other local facilities. God bless you for your help. All of you! Also we have placed a 'Donate' button for 'Hope's Baby' at the top left sidebar. In whatever donation amount you may feel led to give, please do so. Like I stated earlier, we as a family will be doing what we can to help raise this baby but any extra help will greatly be appreciated as this will be a bigger bill than we can handle alone. Especially since most of us already have little one's that we are still raising ourselves. Thank you for anything you can offer, donate, pray over, or simply anything that aids us in helping Hope as she takes on this new challenge of motherhood. So I suppose the old saying is really true; it takes a whole community to raise a family. If you do feel led to donate there is a little option for you to leave a note for Hope if you so desire. We will collect all of these and give them to her either on her Baby Shower (which the date for this has yet to be decided on) or the date that her baby arrives. Again, thank you all for everything. You are truly amazing and supportive online family and friends! God Bless you all!!!! Sarah

Monday

Thank You!

This very early morning I desire to take the time to say a tremendous thank you to God, His Son, and the brave men and women who have fought and kept our country safe; our sweet America. Today is a day of observation and recognition to those who have died in fighting for the USA. Today is a day to feel blessed for the many luxuries we have as a nation under God, having the freedom to be a so incredibly blessed with the many things we have here. Today is a day to salute those men and women who put their lives directly in the face of death and died to for you; for me, for us all. Thank you to those veterans who have sweat, fought, suffered, were POW's, and to those who have died all to give our nation what we have today; freedom. Thank you Amanda, my half-sister, who currently re-enlisted her second term in the Army and is currently serving in Iraq herself and to my 18 year old niece, Rene, for enlisting herself into the armed services and will be departing this week to begin her duties in the Army. Thank you for putting your own self on the line for all of us. There is no real way to respectfully give you the proper honor for which you deserve. However I do say, with utmost sincerity, a huge thank you! I love you both! And I respect and greatly appreciate hold sacred the acts in which ALL armed men and women have served on our behalf! Sarah

Sunday

At the park...

I took the kids to the park yesterday and took my new Nikon to try to capture some random shots. Of course I tried to take 'natural' images of the kids by trying to 'snap' photo's when they didn't see me, but sometimes it was hard to hide; after all with a big ole telephoto lens I'm sure mom wasn't that inconspicuous. :)

This first picture is such a simple photo, but my favorite. It shows the classic art of kids playing in the dirt, having a blast. I liked that I was able to capture the dirt falling through 'Jewels' hands.

I love this image too. I tried to use a lens technique I recently learned about bringing the focus to my son (on the baby swing) with my daughter blurred a little in the backdrop. I still have a lot to learn.

This one was adorable capturing Jewel laughing.

'Happy' was playing 'Hide 'N Seek', though I'm not sure with who; Jewel was on the swingset....

This image I laid on the ground to snap. All I was thinking was 'Please don't slam into my camera, please don't slam into my camera....'

'Happy' was aiming at throwing a rock towards some birds. (Of course I wouldn't actually allow him to hit or hurt one.)

"Did I throw far enough???"

"Aw, YES! Perfect mark! Daddy would be so proud!"
Jewel and Happy on the 'Bee Bouncer'
Shoes lyin' around for the rest of the afternoon while the kids played.
Sarah

Tuesday

Wouldn't it be nice?

I've watched the 'Staples' commercials multiple times. The button is pushed for whatever office supplies are needed and 'POOF!!' the supplies are instantly falling from the sky. Oh how I wish I could use that 'Easy Button' for so many, many things (not office supplies) in my life today.
This last month has been a hectic one; both mentally and emotionally all with facing brand new experiences that we've never come across before. Last week my family found my nephew via the Internet. After several years that my brother passed away his ex-wife wouldn't allow us to be part of my his son's life. We not only lost our brother, but also our nephew since we weren't allowed to stay connected with him. Wouldn't it be nice to have had a decent relationship with my brother's ex to prevent such a loss of staying in touch with our nephew? Wouldn't it have been nice if we could push the 'Easy Button' to get back all those years we lost instead of trying to play 'catch up' with him now? Last night my family got some heavy, surprising news. News that brings both fear and joy, worry and concern, yet also anticipation and excitement. It's something that you wouldn't ask to happen but when you know it's already there and that there's not anything you can do to change it, you then look at the positive, exciting, and joyful side of this news; the news that a new life will be entering this world; a new baby. But it's not me that's pregnant, but a young relative of mine, still in high school. Yes, she's expecting and her emotions are uncertain, yet as a family we vow to be there for her, to be at her side and be a huge support team for whatever she may need. But I couldn't help but wonder about the facts; how life will no doubt bring her new challenges. How will she handle labor and delivery at such a young age? Will she finish school and go off to college? I couldn't help but wonder if she pushed the 'Easy Button' what she would request.
So last night I sat and wondered...I began wondering about the simple things in my life; 'Hmmmm...What would I push the 'Easy Button' for in my current home life status?' I began to think of a mountain of things; college degree complete-click, push the 'Easy Button', my upper arms in better, firmer shape-click, push the 'Easy Button', my laundry never piling up EVER and that clothes would just automatically always stay clean-click, push the 'Easy Button', being a Bobby Flay type of professional cook for my husband and kids to have awesome dinners-click, push the 'Easy Button' and Bobby Flay is workin' in my kitchen.But then I began to think..... Having the 'Easy Button' would just take away so much from God's perfect plan, even on the most simple things. And especially on the most difficult ones. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
Even in the case of my nephew and the disappointment over what happened with that situation for years, the fact that there is now a new door that has flung open is a start. God already knew this in advance. Whose to say that He did not use the absence of us in his life as a protection for us or even him? Often times there are things we simply don't know, but God does. The Bible states that God works in mysterious ways and to trust in Him with all our heart. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; but in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your path." Proverbs 3:5 He is the Alpha and Omega, who sees all and hears all, and knows everything to the finest details in advance. I do not. I have to trust Him COMPLETELY knowing that the 'brush off' with my nephew was meant for a reason even if I never learn what that reason was. I can't waste time wondering about it; there would be no benefit to this. The same thing is true for this young pregnant soon to be mother, who herself is saved by God's loving grace. Though things happen for all different kinds of reasons, we as followers of His have to believe that everything will be used for his purpose, including this baby that will be born. I believe that this baby will be surrounded by tons of family who are saved and who serve Jesus daily so that this child will be brought up in a world of love and superb self confidence and that by our examples and teaching to this child, he/she too will chose Jesus in their own heart one day. "Train up a child in the way he should go; and when he is old he will not depart from it." Proverbs 22:6 "And we know that all things work for the good of those who love Him, and who have been called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 After sitting up late last night reflecting on all the recent news we've been hit with, I finally settled in my mind "No. No, 'Easy Button' for me because than this will mean I am not fully trusting in Him and I don't want that. No, no, no....I want to trust You Lord to write my story and the story of those around me, whatever that may be." Now when I see those 'Staples' commercials with the 'Easy Button', sure I think how awesome of a fantasy it would be to have it at least for laundry and cooking purposes, but overall, I wouldn't want the 'Easy Button'. I want to accept the things God places in my life even if it means struggles are attached to it. See, even with these struggles that come along the way I don't want to miss out on the lessons, because with these lessons bring practice, coaching, pruning, and perfecting to be what He ultimately calls for me to be and for those around me. So I don't know about you, but for me I prefer the 'Jesus Button'.
Sarah

Sunday

Just a few of my photo's.

(Above)
Our son in our backyard.
(Above)
Our daughter showing great form practicing her backstroke during swim lessons.
(Above) Our son jumping to his swim instructor using a life vest.
(Above) This image is not very clear unfortantely, but I still love the shot of our daughter's dive. (Above) Our daughters friend that she made during swim lessons jumping in to the swim instructor. (Above) Catching the kids playing in the sand while visiting the park. (Above) A snapshot of the kids while on the swingset.
(Above) Our kids enjoying the Bumble Bee bouncer at the local neighborhood park.
(Above) My cute nephew.
(Above) Our 3 year old son going in to catch the football. This is the only photo I actually did some editing on by brightening up the field grass and sharpening the photo a bit. You can tell the difference of how this editing makes the picture more pleasing to the eye compared to the picture below, where I did no editing or brightening up on the colors.
(Above) It's still a good photo though showing him ready to hit the ball. Can you tell what a difference in editing does from the photo above compared to this one?
Now I just need to buy it or remember which site I got it from....
(Above) The kids (You can only see our sons tip of his ball cap behind our daughter.) on a kiddie roller coaster during the Strawberry Festival 2009.
(Above) Backyard fun.
(Above) Another photo of the kids jumping and playing in the kiddie pool.
(Above) And my favorite freeze frame shot of our kids both in the air before they land in the water below. They loved playing in the water this summer.
Sarah

Saturday

'Why I Blog'

I am excited to be a participant to a recent series stated by my sweet friend, Jennifer, at 'Getting Down With Jesus'. It's easy for me really. The reason I personally enjoy blogging is simple. I love to share. I love to share the love, laughter, giggles, and great smiles that I see in my two children (as above from yesterday). I blog because I believe that is how God intended for us to live our lives; as little children do (or should be able to do), full of no worries but just trusting everything will be alright. I believe no child should have to suffer, but instead should have joy and happiness in their hearts. I blog because for me, I find satisfaction in sharing the love I feel from my kids and the unconditional love I give back to them. I blog to express the positive emotions that I feel God desires us all of us to have. However, I'm not stupid either. I know this is not how every one's life really panned out to be when they were born. There is a song on my blog that plays 'I'll Walk Through the Valley if You Want Me Too'; you should turn it up and listen to the words. The lady is singing about her own valley (meaning her own struggles), but that she will rely on Jesus because she places her trust in Him to bring her through to the other side. And not just through to the other side from how she entered it but better yet, she knows she'll be stronger because of it. (James 1:2-4) Life of course will not always be so 'perfect' with giggles, laughing, and smiles. Trust me I came from a very messed up home life and I know of other blogger friends who have to. And it's this reason that I blog.....to show that even if I suffered this doesn't mean my kids have to....no, no, no. Quite the opposite; Christ drew me to Him (Isaiah 49:1) and revealed a lot of hidden things I did not know (Isaiah 45:3) and with that information I was able to rise up, break the generations of abuse in my family that went way back, and essentially change the course of history for my kids. Sometimes I will blog about other things just to journal different thoughts I may have; it may not even have to do with Him. I might just share something silly or random I heard, read about, or whatnot that I wanted to share. But mostly I blog because God placed it in my heart to blog about His love, the awesome things He, and only He, can do in restoring and healing the weak, broken, lonely, depressed, sad, or other unexplained feelings. Ya see, at first my blog beginnings were based just about my family so that non local relatives and friends can view pics of our kids or get easy updates on our lives with just a click of an Internet button. (And believe me back then you wouldn't even want to view my blog; I had 'blog-a-sitis'; had no clue about the ropes of anything having to do with the blogosphere.) However God knew before I did that my blogging (journalism done publicly) would not stay in that direction. No, He eventually turned it all focused on Him. And I love that. God is no respecter of any person. (Acts 10:34) I blog because I have a passion that Christ has placed in me and I believe He wishes for me to share in what He does through that. And I truly enjoy it.

Thank you Jennifer for being such a good friend to me. Sarah

Thursday

What does my new baby "Mr. Nikon D90" have to do with God???

And now without further ado I present to you our son, Mr. Nikon D SLR D90! I had been longing for one for so long but was trying to wait to see if the price ever was finally going to go down. Well guess what? This Sunday is Mother's Day and Best Buy was having a sale AND on top of that they matched the price of another sale from Wolf Camera which was also having a Mother's Day Sale. So what does my husband do? He buys it for me. It's a combination of a Mother's Day gift and our upcoming anniversary gift. Bless his heart! He's too good to me! In this grouping everything is Nikon. I have the Nikon 'body', 1 lithium rechargeable battery with charger, two great lens both with vibration reduction (for shaky hands like mine), the software CD, and cables. Both lens sit in a soft drawstring velvety pouch. (To the left of the picture). The manager in the camera department even threw in the Nikon Accessory Kit which comes with the Nikon Camera Case/bag to hold everything in securely, ANOTHER Nikon LI-ION (lithium) rechargeable battery, and a Nikon school guide to photography. He said he did this because we were buying the 4 year warranty which he looked down at "Mr. Happy" and said 'Just so you know the warranty also covers accidental damage as well.' He was a great man and later learned that he was also a Christian. See how great God works in mysterious ways? Mother's Day Sale, Lower price with price match, and God matched us up with just the right person who handled our awesome transaction. What's great about this camera is so many things. It has a shutter speed of 4.5 frames per second just in time for Hannah's cheer leading to begin and both the kids swim lessons starting June 1st. I can literally hold the shutter button down and you just hear click, click, click, click, click frame after frame non stop up to 100 pictures with no lag time. The shutter speed is intense (IMO). That means for birthday's or Christmas, or other special occasion I don't have to do a lot of 'do overs' and retakes. I can just snap away and I'm bound to have several awesome photo's. What's more is that you can do a lot of editing just within the camera itself, red-eye reduction, adding frames, titles, etc. And it has a 3" screen on the back if you want to take photo's in Live View, although the sales man warned us that it would use up more battery. It's been rated mostly 5 out of 5 stars from the public reviews but recently I saw one that had a 4 1/2 rating. Good enough for me! We could have gotten our Nikon a lot cheaper online at eBay or through some Amazon site, but none of them were authorized dealers and they seemed 'shady' about any warranty. They had the camera but with different brand name lens and other 'bundle packages' that didn't seem authentic. Trust me we looked everywhere; online, in stores, even Walmart carries this camera, but they aren't an authorized dealer who would honor the same policy and back up the warranty from the only 3 stores that are authorized dealers. However you can go to the Walmart site and read all the specs of this awesome new family member of ours! Even at Walmart prices we still got a better deal. My husband paid about (usually I don't agree in sharing something as personal as our finances, but this was too good not share) under $16oo (which is a steal), which by the way included the 4 year warranty. The manager even took off the sales tax by making adjustments here and there. Now I know that sounds like a crud of cash (we don't use credit), but my husband had been blessed recently and he wanted to use some of this on me for Mother's Day. Later I'll need to buy one of the Nikon external flashes, though my Nikon does have a built in one that pops up when needed and later we want to buy the famous 'Photo Shop' for editing images. We get that dirt cheap too because Jesse's mom is a principle at a school (she got her second Masters degree about 2 years ago) so because of her being a teacher she can get it for a fraction of the price and we would just pay her back. Now, for some of you who wonder why I have the Thomas Kinkade cross in the photo; I'll tell you. For years I didn't know what I wanted to do, what my passion was, or if I even had any gift to offer Jesus or any other human soul, that's how low my confidence was. But that all changed when I asked Jesus in my heart (for the 6Th time because I just didn't feel like He heard me or just wouldn't take me...I dunno why I kept asking for His salvation so many times.). Later, when somehow a camera was placed in my hands, I instantly loved it. This is when I knew that God gave me a passion for staging and capturing images just right; and with love in every click. That, my friend, is the answer to the to question 'What does my new baby "Mr. Nikon D90" have to do with God???' I give God the glory for showing me what my hearts joy because for so long I didn't know. Just in the same way Edie, who is a Christian blog/web designer who did my site for me; she too shares how she had to figure out how God 'wired' her for her gifts. So there you have it, that is why the cross is next to the Nikon image; because it was Him who revealed to me my true passion while on this earth. I still have a lot of reading up on the manual, which is why you see it a little open because that is what I have be doing a lot; studying it. This camera is way to high-tech for me so I want to make sure I know all the ends and outs of it precisely. Once He reveals His God given talent to you than He will guide that God given gift the whole way home.

So how 'bout you? What gift do you feel or know God blessed you with? Or are you working on figuring this out like I was for awhile, which is okay too.

Sarah

Wednesday

Funny Mom Song

Pause my music player on the right so that you can hear her song. If you've heard it before, like I have, it's still super funny. What the singer says she did was taken what she feels a mom says all within a 24 hour period to her kids. Enjoy! Sarah

Sunday

Blog Award

I received a very sweet blog award from a new friend of mine, Renee over at Always a Southern girl. Thank you so very much for this sweet and lovely award. It's very pretty and I am very blessed that you shared this with me! Thanks again very much. If you haven't met Renee before than please take a moment to visit her site, leave her a comment, and if you feel led to follow her blog, than do so; it is very cute. And I love her header welcoming which reads: "Come on in and sit for a while, on my front porch. Can I offer you a nice cold glass of Iced Tea? Kick off your shoes, get comfy, and let's dish!!" Isn't that just so cute? I just love it! The rules for sharing this award are different than other awards because instead of just passing it on to just anyone, you are supposed to pass it on to NEW blogs you've just become familiar with, which I think is pretty darn cool! Here are the rules for this very pretty award: 1) Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. You can also make a comment about the person who gave the award to you by asking your readers to stop by their blog, pay them a visit, leave a comment, or even 'follow' their blog if they feel led to. 2) Pass the award on to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Contact these bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award. Just go to their site and leave a comment to one of their posts telling them you have an award for them and to please come by your blog to get it. Side Note: If you don't have 15 blogs to give the award to this is fine. It doesn't have to be 15 or even 10, just give it to whomever you have recently discovered.

Thanks again Renee. Hope all you 15 listed blogs above enjoy the award! Have a blessed day! Sarah

Wednesday

Award

"Golden Heart Award"
I was very blessed to be nominated by -BXN blog author of 'In My Sad Little Opinion'. This was such a shock considering how very different his site is from mine and to learn that he is now even following my blog. How awesome it is to know that some bloggers can be so different but still respect and appreciate one anothers stories. I love that about so many people and God teaches me through them so very much! I'm very honored to be given this award by a fellow blogger. Thank you -BXN. Please go and meet BXN and take some time to visit his site and say 'hello' or leave any a comment.
As the rules state, I'm to pass this award on to 5 blogs that mean something to me so, here goes:
7)Mimi at He & Me + 3 It was not easy to pick just 5 bloggers to honor this award with. There are so many blogs that are such a joy to read and every single one of you deserve this nomination. But today I wanted to do things different. I wanted to honor those blogs that never ask for a thing, never desire to make themselves noticed, or rewarded, but instead follow the beat after God's heart simply trying to please Him. Oh, and if you're wondering if I know how to count....yes, I do. I realize I cheated by adding a sixth blogger with including Kathleen Smith's blog (#6) who I just became familiar with. (After reading her post 'My Pet Peeves' yesterday I just couldn't stop laughing, probably because I related so much to what she shared. Hilarious!) And then I still couldn't stop and added a seventh....Mimi (#7) because she is just too darn silly and cute and always has such a positive attitude. So call me a cheater if you want (Wow, High School flashback!)....and if I could I know my list would go out to all you awesome and amazing bloggers like Billy, Jennifer Lee, Tracy, Lisa Shaw, Sherri Watt, Peter Pollock (who helped me look at myself in the mirror a bit longer), Katdish, (A woman who has her own unique fun personality and has given me a new way to view life), and of course if I go any further than this post will never end. In closing, I encourage you to check out all of these great sites listed in this post. Okay now for the chosen bloggers of the Award; here's the deal: You're job (if you decide to accept this award) now is to award this 'Golden Heart Award' to 5 blogs that mean something meaningful to you and don't forget to drop a note to tell them they got it. (In the same way I dropped you a little note.) Also, mention who nominated you and invite your readers to visit that person's site, leave a comment about any post, and follow the blog if you feel led to. Include the picture of the award in your blog so the nominators can forward it onto others. If you have any questions just let me know.
And then (drum roll please....) tomorrow I am so excited; I am going to introduce everyone to my brand new baby!! So don't forget to check back..... Sarah